Friday, April 20, 2018

Before I Venture Into The Unknown... A Few Words


     There's a point in every person's life when they know immediately that their life will never be the same again. In a single moment, you realize that your life is now inevitably and irrevocably altered to the point that you will no longer recognize the person or the life that came before it. For me, that moment happened in the early hours of February 25th, 2018, two weeks after my 33rd birthday.

     The details of that day aren't as important as the result, but perhaps in time I will divulge those details & recount the events of that fateful day; for now, I will be focusing on the future and what it looks like from my new vantage point in life. In order for me to do that and feel like there's nothing holding me back I've had to make peace with my past, tie up loose ends & say my goodbyes.

     When I say that I need to say my goodbyes, anyone who knows me knows, this new journey I will be embarking upon could very well mean the end of my life. If this seems like an over-dramatization to you, I assure you it is not. Even in my most uneventful periods of life I seem to always find myself in precarious and often-times life threatening situations and so, I've only increased that likelihood by attempting to travel without any longterm plans or resorvior of money.

     Tying up loose ends and making peace with my past are similar but differ in that "loose ends" includes unfinished projects. As for making peace with my past, I've been doing this for the last year of my life after my last break-up, unbeknownst to me that right around the corner an unforseeable series of events would lead to a complete upheaval in my way of life and it's path for my future.

     Of all the craziness and mystery surrounding my very recent life events, my new project and adventure, which includes this blog, starts out with nothing but positive vibes as my last "loose-end", an unfinished project, has finally been completed.
  
    In six weeks, when I approach "Zero Hour", the moment I leave the comfortable abode of my Uncle's place in Reno, Nevada to begin the next chapter of my journey, I will do so as a Certified Neurolinguistic Programmer. What that does for me on my new path, I have no idea, but my head was in a drastically different place before the great moment of change descended upon my mundane life...



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